I resist change in my life. I have reached a place where, in theory, I have fewer attachments, and yet I am even more content to stay where I am, and to continue doing what I am doing. My week is busy, but it is the same week after week. I have become bored, and yet still resistant to the idea of creating something new.
Nearly two years ago I had my tarot read for the first time. I do not put much stock in this, but she said something interesting that resonated: that I am in a nesting, waiting and incubating period in my life. This is what I am feeling, but now I am beginning to question, how long does my body, soul and mind need to incubate?
I suppose there are many things I am learning. And in many ways I am healing and becoming more balanced. Yet, life is happening, and there will always be experiences that are needed and healing that needs to take place.
My life is really great. And full of wonderful, exciting and satisfying adventures. Maybe I just need to learn how to be present in each moment, and stop worrying about the future, and the fear of looking back on my life and seeing it as boring.
Hair will grow. Rain will fall. Perhaps I should find more gratitude in the small ways my life changes, and let the bigger changes come when they will...
Image taken from 2 headed snake and Image taken from To Resolve Project
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